The Fair-Voiced One ([info]musecalliopeia) wrote,
@ 2009-06-18 16:03:00
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Current mood: aggravated

Damnit!
I fucked up this morning.

See, the guy who sexually assaulted me a few months ago (and who was stalking me for a bit) called this morning and asked to come over and see me. I said, "No." He said, "How about in a few days, then?" And I hung up on him.

What I *should* have done was let him come over so I could have at least gotten a picture of him to show the cops, or even let him in after calling 911 so they could have caught the bastard.

Instead, all I got to do was add to the report they have on the guy by telling them about the call.

Anyway, I've been jumpy and a little hyperalert all day, which, believe me, without the proper medication has been *really* unpleasant. And it made me space my appointment with the psychologist today. But I guess my grandmother is right - "When going through hell, just keep going."




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[info]xhardtoimaginex
2009-06-19 11:17 am UTC (link)
Crikey, that sounds awful, I think that you are just being human and that there is no reason for you to beat yourself up about it.
You are right, just keep on going :)

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[info]musecalliopeia
2009-06-19 03:48 pm UTC (link)
I realize that mostly, this was misdirected anger at the guy. Not to say that I wasn't upset with myself - I was - but I was upset because I feel like I chickened out, and I don't think of myself as a coward. I've been through hell before, and I just put my head down and kept going, kinda like I'm having to do now. Maybe that's why I hung up on him - I'm already going through hell, without him added.

The thing that confuses me is why he called me at all, though. That hasn't been his M.O. I mean, it was before he assaulted me, but not since.

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[info]phillipalden
2009-06-19 07:27 pm UTC (link)
The cops can check your phone records and get the address the asshole was calling from. I hope they get him.

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[info]musecalliopeia
2009-06-19 07:30 pm UTC (link)
It would be really really nice. I'm tired of him bugging me.

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[info]raavyn
2009-06-25 05:50 pm UTC (link)
You didn't mess up. It would've been a bigger mess up if you HAD allowed him to come over and he caused you more issues, dear. *hugs*

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[info]musecalliopeia
2009-06-28 06:00 am UTC (link)
I finally figured that out. It took me a while, though. Thanks, sweetheart. *hugs* <3

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